So what's the problem? I'm 27, and I feel like everyone around me is moving on with their own lives, and I'm sitting here, not entirely happy about much in mine. Maybe I'm just feeling worse now because school has recently ended making my life much less busy for a few months. And with each night finding everyone else seemingly busy and me with nothing to do, I feel like I'm suddenly hit with the reality that my life is really lacking.
My best friend lives a few hours away with her wonderful husband and her beautiful baby girl. My close group of friends in the years since graduation have slowly moved away, some only to Syracuse and some to NYC. Not across the country, but not across town anymore either. And I now feel like my group of close friends at home has become very small. One, M, got married last year and lately seems to have very little time for me. I know how awful that makes me sound, but that is EXACTLY how she makes me feel. Yet she seems to have time for other friends of hers... idk. It is hard to know if I'm just feeling sorry for myself. But I miss my friend, and sometimes I just want to tell her that but don't know if she'd understand.
I just feel like I'm at this weird in between stage in my life. Done with school but not on to a relationship and starting a family. I'm just stuck in between... working and not knowing how I progress to that next stage. Anyway...I feel like this is sounding like a pity party for one, so I'm going to end this now.
